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lg bpe ari je nk raye..tmpahan ponhmpir ciap gak..
hopefully cmpat larh ciap...
sbnr n ye bkn nie yg aq nk kgsi kan..
aq xtaw cmpai ble hrus mcm nie.. ble ckp ngan yd,, alasn kredit xde,,
aq bkn bdk kcik.. aq xmnx pape pon dri dye..
aq jz mnx dye jjur j e ngan aq,, n jgn trus wat aq cam xwujud..
if btol x ko da xprlukn jz ckp.. if ko diam,, lg wat aq rse ckit cngt..
tp skang aq dlm proses kwal en dri trus b'hbung ngan dye..
alhamdulillha wat mse nie, aq b'jaya..
aq akn trus en.. dye pon  xde nk cnteck aq..
if msg pon kjap je..
lps 2 hlang blik... xcmpai stu jam msj..
utk pe cri aq pon xtaw.. aq pon xtaw npe aq trus biar en dye luka en hati aq nie..
aq cbe jd taba,kuat,cekal.. tp aq t'igat dye,,aq jd lmah cngt..
aq taw dye xrse pape pon.. kdang 2 aq rse cam nk ilang en dri je trus dri dye,,
tkar no ke.. 2 jln nye aq rse.. sbb aq taw dye xmgkin cri aq...
if aq tkar no,, n dye cll or msg no aq skang xdpt,, dye xkn cri lg da..
aq knal dye.. tp xtaw npe aq xley wat cam 2..
aq still tgu dye... cmpai ble aq sndri xde jwp nye,,
aq xhrap pape pon dri dye..
ckop larh aq taw dye shat,, kdang2 aq rse camne stalker dye je..
wat mse nie aq akn trus sbr n sbr mnuggu dye..